dude.

sometimes i wonder if you realize how much you're hurting me when you're doing this crap. i have never been so disappointed in ANYONE in my life as i was with you on friday night. I LOVE YOU. you're a fucking retard but i love you. i would do anything for you. you're my best friend. i just don't know why you're being like this. i miss the old you. the one that was there when i needed him. the one that didn't throw mixed signals at me every damn day.

i miss you.

and i hate missing you.

especially because you make me sad

and right now, you're making me cry

/fml.