i think that perhaps

you don't get it.

i mean, i could totally explain it to you ten times over. and you'd still be retarded.

you'll never get it.


and you'll never understand women.


good luck to you.

who wants to be ordinary?

in this crazy mixed up world ;)







not me ... that's for sure :)

when all is said and done...

you'll never be who you were.

and i'll never figure out how you became what you are.

and that is something i just have to find some way to live with.

because he's right.

people do change and you just have to let go and move on.

letting you go is the hardest thing i think i've ever had to do.

goodbye my friend.

how far have we come?

too far too throw away the past.



i'm still in if you're still in.

turbulent, to say the least.

life is nothing short of a miracle.


"The love that surrounded that girl's heart had electrified many rooms. She was hot and red and passionate and temperamental and had four temper tantrums a day since the day she was born."

"SHE LOVES SO BIG IT HURTS."
-Growing Wings by Kristen Jongen

There is nothing better in life than having a fiery passion in your soul.

passion (n.)

1. A powerful emotion, such as love, joy, hatred, or anger.
2. 1. Ardent love.
   2. Strong sexual desire; lust.
   3. The object of such love or desire.
3. 1. Boundless enthusiasm: His skills as a player don't quite match his passion for the game.
   2. The object of such enthusiasm: Soccer is her passion.
4. An abandoned display of emotion, especially of anger: He's been known to fly into a passion without warning.

dude.

sometimes i wonder if you realize how much you're hurting me when you're doing this crap. i have never been so disappointed in ANYONE in my life as i was with you on friday night. I LOVE YOU. you're a fucking retard but i love you. i would do anything for you. you're my best friend. i just don't know why you're being like this. i miss the old you. the one that was there when i needed him. the one that didn't throw mixed signals at me every damn day.

i miss you.

and i hate missing you.

especially because you make me sad

and right now, you're making me cry

/fml.